Here's a little something to take you back to that fateful night. April 2007.It hasn't been very long since you've been gone... and as afraid as I am to admit, I really don't know what I'm to do without you. Sometimes, it seems we're so caught with filling our day and our goings-ons, that we never really have the chance to live in the moment. Even as the hours slipped away today, we moved forward as though the day would end no differently than any other; it wasn't until we were an hour from leaving that we both agreed that we had wasted our last hours together.
About six months ago, you asked me to be a significant part of your life, I came to the realization that whatever this thing was between you and I would not just be another relationship. I never thought I'd want certain things in my life, but with you all of that changed. I realized that if I wanted them at all, I would want them with you. I can imagine having those things with you, when in times past, I would not have seen myself ever getting there.
Four years passed while we were both finding ourselves, doing some growing up, and since April 28, 2007, and we still found ourselves, albeit as two different people, still having the same spark we had years before. Six months ago, when I asked you to come over, as a comedic event to show how obvious your attraction was to me, I had no idea that I would find myself here. I made a difficult decision that I wanted to make an attempt at what it seemed was a bad idea in everyone else's opinion. I am, inspite myself, very happy that I decided to let all other opinions fall to the wayside.
I am so happy to be here, with you. Happy 5th, 8 days ago.
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