Monday, April 7

April 7, 2008

I'm annoyed, angry, irritated by my boyfriend. Constantly. As long as I see him, I can go from happy-go-lucky, to down-in-the-dumps within a matter of minutes.

Lately it's things like how he likes to point, and gesture with his hands, excessively, in place of using words, as though whilest he's driving, I'm staring at his hand movements, or when I point out things like his bad driving, he'll suggest that he overlooks my flaws, as though that should be reason enough for me to not be irritated by it, or that by pointing out my flaws, it negates his.

To all that, I say, it means nothing, because my irritation is still there. If for any reason he is not bothered by my shortcomings, then great! but that does not mean I'm not still bothered by his. It's quite possible that his annoyances with me aren't quite as repetitive as his... we're not talking about my one bad driving experience, with his driving habits, and my annoyances with a couple of people, when they happen, not his constants...!

It feels like I'm arguing with someone who just doesn't get it. And maybe I should just overlook it, but if I'm annoyed by it THIS much, then maybe it's not worth it.